If you follow my little online diary here, you know I have had two very clear messages lately from God. One was FOCUS. The other was READ THE WORD. The new one is DO NOT QUIT!!! This one has been around for a while but now because I have wanted to quit a lot more I am getting the message a little bit louder. Everywhere I go, everything I read, guest speakers I listen to, etc everything is telling me not to quit. The problem is, I am not getting page two of the memo that tells me how. All I will say is right now I am at the end of the rope with my son. I am so far at the end I want to throw the rope not even hold on by strings anymore. Of course it is not because I don't love him. It is just because he has the "I want to be 18 now" syndrome and nothing I do is helping. He is in counseling. Everyone is praying for him. He is failing everything on purpose! He is very disrespectful and does not do a thing I say. I have looked into military schools but they won't take him! How odd is that? They don't want problem children. Isn't that what they are for?? Help! I need more advice!